All Alone

I feel all alone today. I feel as if I don't have anybody anymore I know its my own fault because I shut everyone out of my life all the time. I don't know what to do. My boyfriend hasn't emailed me back yet and i'm beginning to worry if he wants to call it quits!


Otherwise, The babies are still sick, diarehha and throwing up there birthday is coming up in a few weeks I hope they are better by then. Dakota is doing well I was suppose to go to a meeting this morning with his teacher and In-School Physcologist but I couldn't get the time off of work to go. I'll have to reschedule for next month sometime when i can take some time off from work. We are 2 days behind schedule at work thats one of the reasons i couldn't get off.